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08:16 pm:

You know what I want?

I wish that people at HHS actually took the initiative to get to know me and took their heads out of their asses. I'm tired of feeling that just because it's my first year with all of them, I'm not good enough. I hate how they ALL go somewhere and I'm NEVER invited. even when I'm with them when they make plans, am I asked? No. Even the people there that are supposed to be my friends, the ones I knew before I actually got there don't act like "friends." How many times have I sat in the cafeteria with people, yet been completley ignored by all of them? I look at all of them, and they all of these AMAZING friendships-like nothing could ever tear them apart. Than, theres me. Just standing off into the shadows, being overlooked by all the laughter and smiles. I might as well be invisible, because that's how it feels.

That's really the reason why I want to go to Arts, because I think I'll fit in better there. Which is probably a total joke, considering that all of my friends there have their own lives now. Their own perogative. Nothing will ever be the same again, no matter how hard we try. I'm just always going to be the misfit. No one is ever going to want to take a chance on me again, and that's the truth.

04:51 pm: Saturday Night Fever

Went out on Saturday night with Rachel, Allie, Ariel, Stella, Alexis, Jessica, and Chloe. Twas a blast. WE started out at EZ's, than we ate, and Jess threw a tomato and the waitress got pissed at her, so I made her apologize to the lady who had to clean up the mess. Then we walked down to Walgreens so Jess could buy us presents and she got me the REAL mac n cheese, none of that EASY MAC SHIT! Plus I will never go broke because she gave me 2 million dollar bills! *throws fist in air* SCORE! Than after fucking around Walgreens we decided to go to El Fenix to get free chips, but we ended up ordering soppaPEOPLE instead. Yummmmers they were good. Then Alexis, and Stella left *tear* and we left our supernice waiter a tip in a bag. I took lots of pics-see for yourself what a ball it twas:

 

( Merry Chrismukkah to all-and to all a good night! )

11:53 am: ATTACK OF THE SCHIZO MIDGETS!

I know I dont write in this much anymore-cause I got a super cool Xanga, but I have an interesting story sure to keep you on the edge of your seat. Ladies, and gentleman, boys and girls, what you are about to read is a horrifying tale. A tale so terrible, that anyone who scares easily may not want to read it. Not only that, but it is a true story. It's a story that my brother told me about some girl at UT and it happened a few months ago. So if you're prepared to have your socks scared off, and you panties pissed in, than here we go.

( .-.tHe CaNdYmAn CaN.-. )

05:13 pm: PEEK-A-BOO!

( ...i see you... )

05:01 pm: Goodbye for now
I'm fucking sick of this. I'm leaving maybe I'll get a xanga or just go back to Teen Open Diary, at least then I knew that my thoughts could be thoughts and I wouldn't have to be self-concious about what I was writing, worrying if someone would be offended. So for now farewell fellow Livejournal kids. I'm going to keep my poetry LJ because I dont feel like moving it. So if you want you can read that-oftentimes it says a lot more about me then one of these crap ass posts.

11:50 am: Some may call me bitter, but honestly I dont understand how people get like 20 comments on like some stupid entry that just consists of cuss words they think are cool.

05:09 pm: Heaven aint close in a place like this

Wow. Last night was incredible. This weekend has been the most fun I've had in a while! I went bowling w/ Wendy, Jord, Dana, Morgan(jew), and Allie(jew). Allie was trying to teach me how to dance and I slammed my middle finger in the ground and now it hurts like a bitch and is sprained :-( I ate onion rings and I scored 56. Then Wendy and I just started dancing around the bowling alley. There were some really hot guys bowling but then they started smoking so ew. Then we ran into some Monsky guys-talk about coincidental! Then we went into the gameroom and played THE FUNNEST GAME OF AIR HOCKEY-EVER! It was great we cheated soooooooo bad but gosh honestly I wasn't even concerned with the score I was laughing so hard. Then we went outside and played guitar on the sidewalk and Allie almost got us like killed multiple times-gotta love that girl. We also ran into multiple weirdos and yeah...It was awesome though. Then today I went to Hebrew School which was fun and then I went to Willowbend and got courdroy pants, two denim mini skirts, and jeans for like $24.00. It was 10.00 for the Courdroy pants and one denim mini and XXI and it was 14.00 for a denim mini and jeans at Foleys!!! YAY! So I've had a great weekend and no school tomorrow-whooo hoo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I think I might go up to Shelton with Andrew to visit Wendy, but IDK. I still need to tell my mom the plan and get Andrew to give me a ride lol. Yup. 

~~~<3Deb

12:47 pm: I'll be loves suicide

( I've got spirit, yes I do, I've got spirit how bout you? )

05:56 pm: Wine and Roses

OK well lets see here! Yesturday I was sick so I didn't go to school. One of the call in topics on Maury was "Does your daughter have wild frizzy hair? Call us at 1888 45-maury(yes I memorized the number...) so I asked my mom to call so she just called and it was over *tear* the new topic was "Is your mom sleeping with your Boyfriend?" so so sad. My shot of fame on Maury and it's over...oh well-I'm calling back! Oh sexy Journalism boy isn't so hot. Yes he's hot physically but he's one hell of an Anti-Semite(Jew hater) So heres what I learned in school today

 

( Knowledge is power )

09:47 pm: ( rachel is spiffy )

04:37 pm: Heres my Homecoming Dress

Ok-I had to make it bigger cause otherwise its really tiny so all of the like pixels got screwed but you get the gist of the dress.

11:02 am: Laabor day!

Ok well last night I went to Gooeys for a late night frozen yogurt run with Wenderz, than we went back to her house and watched the beginning of Eurotrip which we shall continue today! uhhhh yeah. She's one super cool gal!

Here's a pic of the purse I designed at Gap.com

 

( Ohh la la-Retro )

11:19 pm: Another Debbie song!!

This one's almost as good as Debbie Was a Lesbian Yesturday only cause Sugarcult is better than Bowling for Soup.

Debbie just hit the wall
she never had it all
one Prozac a day
husbands a CPA
her dreams went out the door
when she turned twenty four
only been with one man
what happen to her plan?

She was gonna be an actress
she was gonna be a star
she was gonna shake her ass
on the hood of white snake’s car
her yellow SUV is now the enemy
looks at her average life
and nothing has been alright

Bruce Springstein, Madonna
way before Nirvana
there was U2 and Blondie
and music still on MTV
her two kids in high school
they tell her that she’s uncool
but she still preoccupies
with 19, 19, 1985

Woohoo
(1985)
Woohoo

She’s seen all the classics
she knows every line
Breakfast Club, Pretty in Pink
even Saint Elmo’s Fire
she rocked out to wham
not a big Limp Biscuit fan
thought she’d get a hand
on a member of Duran Duran

Where’s the mini-skirt made of snake skin
and who’s the other guy singing in Van Halen
when did reality become T.V.
what ever happen to sitcoms, game shows
(on the radio was)

Bruce Springstein, Madonna
way before Nirvana
there was U2 and Blondie
and music still on MTV
her two kids in high school
they tell her that she’s uncool
but she still preoccupies
with 19, 19, 1985

Woohoo

She hates time make it stop
when did Motley Crew become classic rock?
And when did Ozzy become an actor?
Please make this stop
Stop!
And bring back

Bruce Springstein, Madonna
way before Nirvana
there was U2 and Blondie
and music still on MTV
her two kids in high school
they tell her that she’s uncool
but she still preoccupies
with 1985

Bruce Springstein, Madonna
way before Nirvana
there was U2 and Blondie
and music still on MTV
her two kids in high school
they tell her that she’s uncool
but she still preoccupies
with 19, 19, 1985

:-)

05:26 pm: I wanna be with my rock n roll boy.

I spent like an hour at Target. I got A scooby doo shirt, a black shirt, a black skirt, gren tights, and sparkly leg warmers! Plus tons of good food. Patrick took pity on me and is going to be my date at the football game, cause Gennie is performing. He's gonna ask her permission first, but yeah. so if any one is interested here's a link to my poetry LJ read if you like. I updated it a few days ago! http://www.livejournal.com/users/poetry_x_person/

 

01:40 pm: people piss me off.
grrrr

12:38 pm: Smoke some marijuanika

*yawn* Oh so tired. Ok, well yesturday Taylor, Anya, and I went to Galleria to look for a homecoming dress. So it was fun, I found one at Macys thats like blue and poofy and Cinderellay, I'm just not sure it's THE dress. You know? It's gorgeous though, and it looks good on me. So, maybe. MmM oh! I got super cool camo pants. But see, they dont sell them in the Girls section any more so I went to Abercrombie kids and bought the biggest size in boys. They were only $16.00 and they kick ass!! I'm gonna go to Michaels or Joann hopefully today and get some ribbon to put in the belt loops for a sash. It'll be cuuuute! Last night was the BBYO dance and dinner it was a lot of fun! My WADEL women are awesome! I got Honey Seared Chicken at Pei-Wei and then we went to the dance which was fun. I was gettin really tired though so yeah. But Amanda and Sarah had to teach me how to "grind" I still dont get it, it was funny though. Then Allie tried, but that failed as well. They only played 1 good song which was Chop Suey, and they didn't even play any good rap songs. Then Dana was gonna take Wendy and I to Starbucks, but than Jessie called and it turns out that Dana forgot her. So then we picked her up and Wendys mom called and ana dropped Wendy off at home then we went to the Starbucks by Wendy's house but it closed at 7pm! I mean WTF is up with THAT?! So we went to Taco Bueno and Dana took me home!!  So I told my mom about the dance and she was sad when she heard no guys hit on me it was kinda funny, she was like "Wait, so no guys hit on you? Thats so sad. Why not?"yeahhhh. So today I was gonna go up to the Allen Outlet Mall, but I'm not. So I'm pissed. and yeah, 3 day weekendsare good when people actually like you and want to hang out, otherwise they suck.

More later

05:04 pm: I'm just a LOSER baby so why dont you kill me?

mmk well I have had every intention of updating this week I've just been so overwhelmed! I dont remember anything about Tuesday...

Wednesday however was an AWFUL day. I failed my GE test with a 52, was so nervous in Geom when she called on me I couldn't speak, I left a jar of money in the geom room, I got AShlynne in trouble, and I didn't find a dress :-(

Thursday-Hm....It twas good I think...Oh! It was "Mini School" night. Mrs. A pissed off my mom, and my mom hates her sooooo/

Friday-Today was pretty cool, theres this hot guy in my Journalism class, I dunno his name, but yeah ok. I've never talked to him either, he's just sort of there and hot soooo yeah. MmMm I failed my Vocab quiz for Mrs. Chapman. I got MAJORLY pissed cause I was up late(ok late for me is 11...) studying and I TYPED each pre-fix, w-o-t-d, and their meanings five times to memorize it. I got a sticker anyways though. Then took a quiz in Geom hopefully I did ok, I think I did alright. mmm Biology was cool my Lab partners are Marrissa and Annya...Then Spanish was fun, we did this game thing where you spell out words than we took a spelling test which duh I probally did ok on except for the accents. Then Cuddles bit Morgan which sorta brought down my entire day. I love you Morgan and I'm SOOOOOOOOO sorry. My dad is out of his mind, I mean honestly the dog doesn't have to fucking go everywhere he does. I hate that. He's so fucking obsessed he's crazy you guys have no idea how much it pisses me off about my dads obsession with Cuddles.

GAHD-I HATE IT

09:26 pm: Long time no update, ay?
Ok-whoa. well here's a breakdown of my weekend as though you anybody other than Morgan and possibly Eva actually care. So on Friday it was thr night of the game, it kinda sucked. Taylor and I were gonna go to one of  my friends house afterwards but I was too tired(sorry Tay) so her mom just picked her up from my house. Then Saturday I went to Visions and got an abundance of "designer" purses. hehe!!! I also saw Itty Bitty Titty totes which are bra purses. mMm then on Sunday(Ok, if you're not a Jew you wont know WHAT the hell I'm talking about) I got kidnapped by BBYO and I'm in Wadel and our colors are Aqua and White and our mascots are the bunnies! YAY! I think it's gonna be awesome,! The people are SO sweet, there's this gal Rachel and she goes to Hillcrest and she's supercool. Then there's a dance on Saturday so that'll be cool, MMMM what else? Today was just school, it sucked, what else is new? mom kicking me off I'll say more later-bye

04:42 pm: All the COOL kids are doin it

Ok! Well today was MUCH better. In the morning I got to school saw Marissa wearing the same shirt as me! It was the I <3 NY one Stell got me, then sat there and chatted. First period my gym teacher is such a nazi(figurativley speaking), she made us do all this shit and yeah. Then in World Geo it was fine, i got my schedule changed finally! so it was my last day of being in gym! WHOO HOO! Also in that class I learned that Morgan got asked to homecoming by Rob! It was SO cute!!! Then I had journalism and we just kinda sat there and took notes, after that was English! Yay!!! It was fun. Lunch-I bought ice cream but they were all out of the Snickers Ice Cream Bars so I got a Reeses one instead. Advisory was fun. Patrick wrote on the dry erase board "gennie how bout homecoming <3 Patrick" and left the roses on her desk so that was exciting. Lorrie, Hannah, and I were like man lets go eat ice cream watch sad love movies and cry. Since we dont have dates, pretty depressing. Geometry-Man that lady is SUCH a bitch. She HATES me! So Aine the Russian girl who hardly understands english asked me a question and I was trying to help her answer it, and I got chewed out by Mrs. Arm Flab over there. She was screaming at me saying "Debbi, I dont like your behavior or attitude you just constantly talk" so I kept saying I was sorry and she was like "Sorry doesn't mean anything. You know what sorry tells me? It tells me that you'll stop talking, and you haven't so I dont think you're sorry!" Then she caught Mackie talking and she started yelling at him "Mack, you are just like Debbi! You two cant control your mouths!" She's SUCH a bitch. Because I like NEVER talk in that class!!!!!!!!!! Hannah, Lorrie, Patrick, Maddy, and Mackie know that and it seriously pisses me off, because I'm NOT a bad student and I dont try and disrespect teachers, so when she says things like that to me it makes me feel very bad. Anyways then in Biology there was a test and that was fine, then I had Spanish which was cool I guess. So that was my day...

Oh last night I didn't go to the ice cream social, instead I bought ice cream and ate it WITHOUT being social.

Also, if you're going to the Dealey picnic tell me!!

04:27 pm: Love is in the air
So I know I haven't been writing lately, but this whole school thing is just too much, also these wild weekends I've been having. I mean last Friday I went to sleep at 8:30*gasp* saturday I went to dinner with my GRANDPARENTS(even more wild), then I think I just went over the top on Sunday by seeing Princess Diaries 2! So school has been alright, everyone has the homecoming bug. No one's asked me, and to be honest I dont expect anyone too. I'm just gonna go stag and yeah. I'm still in my stupid Comp. Science class, because the counselor apparently hates me. I'm also trying to get out of my gym class and get into Theater Arts, but yet again, the counselor hates me. This school year hasn't gotten to a very good start for me, I've failed like every quiz and I'm just having a hard time adjusting I guess. Like everyone from Franklin already knows each other and I'm just kind of there, so it's sort of weird. On the other hand I've met some pretty cool people like Laura, Aine, and Marissa. I've also become better friends with the Ex-Franklin people. So I guess it's alright and in enough time I'll just be good friends with everyone. Yeah, so hat's it. I'm probally not going to be writing much because to be honest I dont really care. I dont care about much nowadays, I'm just sort of lathargic I suppose. Ok, well tonight is the ice cream social, so I'm gonna go spiff up.